The thing I never told you.

I miss those black eyes, how you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise, like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you what I should have said
No, I never told you, I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you
I can't believe it, I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you, without you

I see your black eyes every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to, when I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you what I should have said
No, I never told you, I just held it in

And now I miss everything about you
Still, you're gone
I can't believe it, I still want you
And I'm lovin' you, I never should've walked away
After all the things we've been through
I know it's never gonna come again
I miss everything about you, without you

fiu~

well, im 17th already. after my 17th birthday, i will start my busy life.
preparing for the exam that will be coming soon.
im very scare that i cant go sec5 next yearO.O
what a sigh...
but I will do my best.
hope everything won't be too late.
my Target O.O

For Marcus.

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME .. :)

Anything im not

I will never be, I will never be tall, no
And I will never be, never ever be sure of it all
Oh, why's the world so cruel to me?
When all, all I ever wanna be is anything I'm not

Gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not, I'm not

I will never be, I will never be you, no
I will always be, I will always be me, that I know
But oh, even though I'm happy being me
I want to get away from all this harsh reality, oh

Gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/l/lenka-lyrics/anything-i_m-not-lyrics.html ]
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not

Yeah, gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not, anything I'm not
Oh, anything I'm not

Gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different
Anything I'm not

Yeah, gimme a break, a little escape
I am so tired of being me
I wanna be free, I want to be new and different
Anything I'm not, anything I'm not
Anything I'm not, anything I'm not
Anything I'm not

Sigh, we went to the same place. T^T so sad. aww... feels like want to go with you in future ! ^^

There you'll be

When I think back On these times
And the dreams We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get To have you in my life
When I look back On these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be

Well you showed me how it feels
To feel the sky within my reach
And I always will remember all The strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

Cause I always saw in you My light, my strength
And I want to thank you Now for all the ways
You were right there for me For always ..

This is the song that I recently listening at. It's similar with my feeling that what I wanted to tell you my dear.. :)

Feel

Feeling happy, because of you Feeling nervous, because of you Feeling sad, because of you Feeling Happiness, because of you Alot of feeling, is because of you :) My dear.. <3

怀念

翻着我们的照片 想念若隐若现~看回这张照片，我好怀念哦 -.- 在那短短的四天，谢谢你的陪伴~ 当我看回这张照片，那四天的记忆，全都涌上心头了。感觉上，我好不珍惜，其实我一直都想把握这4天与你相处的日子。可能是刚开始的我不习惯，但到我习惯的那天，已经是星期天了-.- 我发觉原来我是那么的舍不得。:( 尽管如此，我也满足了:D 那四天，是我最开心的4天了。 :) 因为那四天里，有你的存在、:) 你的包容，你的依旧迁就。 :) 当我们在医院时，半夜的我有时会醒来。当我挣开双眼，看见你在我的身旁，感觉好开心，一丝丝的甜蜜涌上心头:) 可是看你一幅很操劳的样子，睡在椅子上，感觉好辛苦。每当我稍微动一下，你就起来了，很明显你睡不着:< 半夜里，我知道你sayang我的头，看见我发冷时，就牵起我的手，温暖了我 :) 甚至偷亲我的头^^ 为了不让你知道，我便在一旁偷偷地微笑 :) Dear, 谢谢你:) 我好希望时间可以再倒流，停顿在那一刻，一直跟你在一起。:)

:)

今天，已经是开学的第一天，生活又回到了原点.. 才那短短的4天半，我却已经习惯有你常常陪在我身边了。
习惯你那温暖的手，习惯你那宽尚的肩膀，习惯你的微笑，习惯睡觉时有你牵着我的手:)
当我觉得冷的时候，你那温暖的手，突然牵我着冰冷的手，让我觉得温暖，不再害怕，给了我莫名的安全感.
让我感觉，我现在并不再是一个人，有个男人在保护我，陪着我，给我安全感。其实我很害怕你会生病，因为你在那两天是那么的累，看你那么累，我心也会疼。
第一次给你牵着我的手时，我心跳得好快><不知道为什么@@好紧张哦><脸也好热。
后来也渐渐的习惯了。:)
虽然我没看过你的妈妈，不知道是怎么样的，我希望以后可以给他很好很好的好印象:)
所以我常告诉自己，成绩一定要漂亮:)
那只熊熊代表着你:)我每天都抱着它入睡x)
我突然听起这3首歌，Kiss goodbye, 永远的第一天，第一个清晨，因为正如我们的心情:)
我也希望这段旅途可以不断地走下去 =)
我突然好怀念你给的拥抱:)
Dear, I really miss you so MUCH!

when you tell me that u love me

I wanna call the stars ,Down from the sky
I wanna live a day ,That never dies
I wanna change the world ,Only for you
All the impossible ,I wanna do

I wanna hold you close ,Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile ,And feel the pain
I know what's beautiful ,Looking at you
In a world of lies ,You are the truth

And baby ,Everytime you touch me
I become a hero ,I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for ,Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see ,Just what I was
Show you the loneliness ,And what it does
You walked into my life ,To stop my tears
Everything's easy now ,I have you here

And baby
Everytime you touch me ,I become a hero
I'll make you safe ,No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for ,Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

In a world without you ,I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger.

When you tell me that you love me